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amber
Joined: 17 May 2001
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I'm crying :(
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I was just looking at the Patents thread..I followed through on some research I had seen elsewhere about bse, cjd, about organophosphates about...etc, etc...And suddenly I am here crying my heart out...the tears came from nowhere...How do we cope with this? How in God's name do we cope with ALL of this? Someone said they said a little prayer about the chemtrails....can you post it? So that before each of us goes on the forum or goes outside they can say it?
I can't stop crying.
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RidesTheWind
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Thu Jun 14, 2001 1:51 pm
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Hang in Amber...This ain't easy that's for sure.I think we all reach a point where the enormity and realization of what is REALLY happening to all of us gets to be too much!!
I went down not long ago for about three days and I would imagine many others have too.As always, in the spirit way of thinking,
we survive by challenging ourselves to find the good in the bad.There is good in this, somehow!You are becoming a better soul for it
so don't forget that and know you have people here who care. By the way folks,its sad to see four views on this post without
answering. We need to reach out to others,
especially when they ASK !!!! It only takes a few moments to respond! |
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amber
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Thu Jun 14, 2001 2:18 pm
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Thanks RTW, for your thoughts and words, they are much needed! Just before I 'blubbed' I had received an email from someone in this country who had been targeted by TPTB, for trying to get the truth out; I felt despair and a little fear...I know there is a big time difference, but sometimes i feel like it's just me on the board...like I'm dreaming the board, its characters and replies  Thanks again RTW, your kindness has started me crying again 
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RidesTheWind
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Thu Jun 14, 2001 2:48 pm
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Let it all go amber...You probably have months worth of emotions over chemtrails stored up in you as well as the crap they put in them. Let the tears flow til they dry out, then take a break from this stuff and it will all seem better again.What time are you there? I am almost ten a.m. here  |
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amber
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Thu Jun 14, 2001 2:56 pm
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Yes, RTW, it's strange - its as though there is a filter working that allows you to function in this chemtrail reality for so long...then wam bam...one little piece of information seems to disable the filter, and suddenly your on the edge of a huge black abyss
I'm feeling better now, thanks. It's 3.00 in the afternoon |
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jackcipher
Joined: 13 Jun 2001
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Thu Jun 14, 2001 3:41 pm
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Hello amber,thanks for welcoming me.You keep lookinup,without people like yourself and most others in this community,there would really be despair.Are you by any chanch familiar with a place named kiverdes? not sure if i spell correct.just wondering,j.s |
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amber
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Thu Jun 14, 2001 3:53 pm
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Thanks JS It's quite heartening to know that this forum gets new members everyday  It's almost as if the pace is picking up. Is this true Thermit, or am I imagaining it?
Can't think where you might mean JS..is it UK or NI? |
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Lulu
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Thu Jun 14, 2001 4:04 pm
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penumbra
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Thu Jun 14, 2001 4:14 pm
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Knowing that all of you are ou there is very comforting to me. I try to keep a balance between my head and my heart. Sometimes my head gets information overload after days and days of reading technical and/or scientific garble. Then it's time for me to step back and see how I feel. And when I begin to feel overwhelmed by the enormity of it all, it's time to let my head do some more research! Love and Laughter are my best medicine. |
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Delphi
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Fri Jun 15, 2001 3:18 am
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Amber and everyone, I know what you mean and what you are going through....Amber, your posting was a comfort to me in that sometimes I think I'm the only one that is going through this "roller-coaster" scenario of emotions. You helped me by realising that we all go through these emotions at one time or another. I, personally, have had to "take a step back" a few times already, just this year and had to do the same for years in reference to my UFO investigations. Sometimes things get so intense and frustrating, one has to step back, re-group, pray for guidance and help, and even have a little R N' R for a while. It is good to "re-charge" the spiritual batteries sometimes before jumping back into the "fray". I feel guilty when I have to do it, but find later, when I return, I feel more calm, more focused, and more like my "ole self"...(whatever that is)! I just wish I could do more for the chem cause..I get ideas, but I don't have very good "people skills" so maybe my talent or help lies elsewhere...I'm gonna try to help anyway I can though. This whole chemtrail issue is important and worrisome but with "awareness" growing, and new members coming here everyday, we got a good chance....on my recent "Vision Quest", I really "felt" that the right and good of things will prevail!! Hang in there everyone!In offering of a prayer...Maybe something like...Oh Great Spirit, (or God, or Creator),( whatever individual preference)/ I pray for Mother Earth, Father Sky, and all things great and small, for all is connected, that the loving and caring energies of all "positive energies" and peoples that post here, bring about the healing and well-being of our skies for our children and all the children of the future! Blessings, Joanne |
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Lulu
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Fri Jun 15, 2001 5:06 am
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WonderWmn93
Joined: 03 Apr 2001
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Fri Jun 15, 2001 6:57 am
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Amber my thoughts and prayers are with you
Here is a greattttttttt biggggggggggggg hugggggggggg just for you
God Bless,
Melanie |
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Moose
Joined: 02 Jan 2001
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Fri Jun 15, 2001 12:02 pm
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Amber, I think most of us have "hit the wall" emotionally, at one point or other, only to return to the fray a bit later. With me it's like I can only "process" a certain amount of the daily news (blues?), and then it's as though my internal circuit breakers kick in and I have to back off for a little while...it gets to the point, where I simply cannot take anymore, and I've gradually learned to ride it out. Happily these times seem to occur less often for some reason lately, in spite of the material we are dealing with. Hang on to your sense of humor, and try to do a little something nice for yourself once in awhile. It's still a beautiful world out there in spite of all the nasties we're turning up. |
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amber
Joined: 17 May 2001
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Fri Jun 15, 2001 2:46 pm
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Thanks everyone I appreciate your support greatly. Delphi, I left my UFO investigations for well over two years!! But it always seems to pull me right back I know there must be a reason to why we are all 'attracted' to these subjects at this time? Let's face it, you'd have to be almost masochistic to face this knowledge day-in-day-out , But in a weird way its exciting too
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