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ABC123
Joined: 25 May 2001
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Location: Central-Coastal CA, USA |
Taking a Break...
 Tue Jul 03, 2001 10:18 pm
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Hi all...
I know that my stay here has been brief and I truly want you to know that I have enjoyed getting to know you all through your various posts, etc.; however, I must take a leave of absence for a little while. -I have been educating myself as to the "possibilities"/theories behind chemtrails..Everyday I read vast amounts of information and, everyday, I turn just more paranoid and more away from my true, jovial self. The REALITY is that this is a mass and real problem. Nonetheless, it seams that for me to continue I must briefly try to ignore the problem. I feel more than a little bit like the perverbial "ostrich in the sand"; I NEED to bury my head to retain my own sanity. This problem is just too big for me to handle I guess. I feel like a very weak individual. I wish that I had the intestinal fortitude that you all do, but I don't. -Everyday that I learn more, I become more and more frightened and that is not good for me. I commend you for your ability to perservere in the wake of such henous atrocities. I, sadly, go now to join the ranks of the "sheeple." Gods speed and strength to you all. I, probably, might gather up enough strength to check in on you from time-to-time, but I rather doubt that I will be able to contibute much...at least in the near future. Peace and perserverence to you all...You are in my thoughts always. Keep up the good fight.  |
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Thermit
Joined: 08 Jul 2000
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Tue Jul 03, 2001 11:10 pm
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Take care of yourself, ABC123...
[Edited 2 times, lastly by Thermit on 07-03-2001] |
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padawan-learner
Joined: 06 Jun 2001
Posts: 103
Location: Canada |
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Tue Jul 03, 2001 11:48 pm
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I understand your feelings. Bottom line is, people must do what they have to, to carry on. We're all in this together ABC123, I hope you find your peace.
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RidesTheWind
Joined: 27 Feb 2001
Posts: 1255
Location: The Void |
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Tue Jul 03, 2001 11:49 pm
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ABC...I CAN RELATE TO WHAT YOU ARE NOW
EXPERIENCING.SOMETIMES THE HORROR OF WHAT IS HAPPENING SLIPS INTO OUR TOTAL CONSCIOUSNESS AND TOTALLY FREAKS US OUT.THIS IS NOT AN EASY PILL TO SWALLOW. BUT THINGS GET BETTER AND I HOPE YOU RETURN AGAIN TO CHAT WITH US.JUST REALIZE THAT YOUR CONSCIOUSNESS HAS AWAKENED AND YOU WILL NEVER REALLY GO BACK TO WHERE AND WHO YOU WERE.SOMETIMES WE LEARN MORE THAN WE WISH TO KNOW,JUST KNOW YOU ARE NOT ALONE.WE ARE ALL ONBOARD THIS SPACESHIP TOGETHER. |
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Delphi
Joined: 17 Mar 2001
Posts: 1571
Location: S. Bossier, Louisiana |
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Wed Jul 04, 2001 3:59 am
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ABC, Bless you darlin....been there where you're at now and may be there again sometime. It is not a sign of weakness, it is just a sign that you need to rest, re-charge your "Spiritual batteries" and listen to your Spirit and your heart! You will always be "guided" to do what is right for you and there is no shame in that as it comes from Spirit. Perhaps you are being "guided" away from the chemtrail scenario because you will be needed farther down the line for some other purpose that will be just as important! Blessings and peace and love and light to you. We all have different "roles" to play and carry out in this life and one is just as important as the other, even if it is not evident or obvious to you at this time...we are with you and in our prayers and you are on a new path now and the right path for you! Good luck in your life and your ventures, perhaps you'll feel like stopping by to say hi for a short while in the future. Love, Joanne An Angel for you/ ^j^ |
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ABC123
Joined: 25 May 2001
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Location: Central-Coastal CA, USA |
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Wed Jul 04, 2001 6:28 am
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...HEARTFELT thanks to all of you who have said such kind words to me, now, in the wake of my parting. You are all such a GREAT group of people and I wish for you the best...my spirit is with you. Be strong. Be as happy as you can be. Take care of one another...and, never let your minds stray from the dauntless task at hand. My love and wishes go out to you all. This "reply" represents my final post for awhile, but just know that I am routing for you all. Peace, love and courage to one and all...ABC123 |
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David
Joined: 20 Oct 2000
Posts: 1381
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Wed Jul 04, 2001 7:01 am
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ABC- Thank you for sharing your feelings ,views and yourself with us. Do what you have to get through this.
Keep up the spirit. David
[Edited 1 times, lastly by David on 07-04-2001] |
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KnewEyes
Joined: 23 Apr 2001
Posts: 667
Location: under those cloud-like things |
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Wed Jul 04, 2001 8:13 pm
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Boy oh boy do I know what you mean ABC.I was having the very same thoughts at the very same time you were. I said to myself, it just isn't worth it.
I had a panic attack for the first time in my life the other day in the grocery store. Thank God I knew what was happening and didn't "panic" and just let it pass. Then I walked out of the store and proceeded to walk around the parking lot like an idiot for about ten minutes, because I didn't know where I had parked my car. HA! I had never done THAT before either !!I admit I had LOADS on my mind and thats why these things happened to me. Of course,, the base of all that was on my mind all led back to "you know what". Yep, I know just how you feel, and I don't blame you one little bit.You need a break, and so do I. I am making a concious effort to ease up on myself a bit here and allow myself some positive happy time , because life just aint worth living any other way. I will be here, phasing in and out,and we will all be here for you ABC. Now,,Go out there and FIND YOUR SMILE!!! 
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Anne
Joined: 04 Feb 2001
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Location: Napa, CA USA |
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Wed Jul 04, 2001 8:23 pm
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Yes, we have all been there before and some of have been there several times. I use to stay up late at night look for a solution or cause, but now I look at the satellite sites and watch and read mostly what people post. There is so much coverup that we just won't find the answer ourselves. We must do what is best to keep our sanity and sometimes that is stepping away. It is just the way it is and we are of one spirit or we would not be here. |
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Lulu
Joined: 22 Dec 2000
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Location: right here |
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Wed Jul 04, 2001 9:02 pm
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ABC, take all the break time you need, but do come back some time and let us know how you are and what your sky is like OK? |
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