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mark sky
Joined: 14 Oct 2000
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Location: SW coast of Oregon |
Thanks Everybody
 Mon Dec 06, 2004 9:05 pm
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I hit a real low this last Friday and Saturday, and thankfully Mrs Sky stuck with me to help sort things out. I have been very ill for several weeks, totally unable to do the simple things. As you know my dog has got leg cancer and we have been feeding her prednisone and it has helped her to walk again. So then we started giving prednisone to the other dog , who is 14 and often able to get up to his feet to eat. Well, within days he is tappin his feet , can't wait for his food, like a totally cured dog.
So, fool that i am, i say whats good for the dogs, must be good for me to, and i started taking the prednisone also. I threw that in with several herbs (ginko, gota cola, st. johns wort) some tetracycline, olive leaf, IP6. I felt a little better after a few days, but by last friday something was really going wrong.
The world seemed to be going by at one quarter speed, i was stoped in endless waiting lines, severly depressed, feeling like everything was totally hopeless. I became very agitated, and angery, and then turned into a raveing asshole by dark last friday. I was so agitated, I slugged down a lot of beer, got even worse, and then said "the hell with it all", resigned here, and drank myself to sleep.
Fortunately, Mrs. Sky stuck through my being an off the wall asshole, through Saturday and Sunday, trying to figure out why i had changed so much, and after all the "normal stuff", like having just read "hitlers scientists" , Lab 257 (plum island), and part of Horowitzes DNA Pirates, like over a thousand pages of nazi eugenics turned into american eugenics.
Oh yeah, the pantry light broke, my bike broke, the scanner broke, the computer locked up, its 40 degrees in the cabin in the morning, ect ect
But thats all "normal stuff", why was i acting so weird?
I mean i deal with this stuff all the time
Well we finally realized that i was the ginny pig for trying prednisone, and it was having some very bad side effects on my personality, oh i knew i was feeling strange, but did not know how bad i was acting , or why.
So yesterday i quit taking the prednisone, and today i am feeling just sick and tired, but not so agitated and cranky. I still feel extreamly depressed and hopeless.
I appologize for any discomfort people on this site may have felt for whatever i may have said lately, i think i need to back off on taking in anymore "hopeless" type information until i can somehow process that info.
I really like this site and all the different types of people and ideas it brings to this place, i just feel really overwhelmed at the moment, truely helpless to make any change to stop the steamroller of earth political human plant animal worldwide takeover, that i see munching over everything everywhere.
Something about the holiday season makes this particularly macrabe
I thank you for having patience with me |
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Swamp Gas
Joined: 06 Jun 2001
Posts: 4254
Location: On a Hill in the Lowlands |
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Mon Dec 06, 2004 10:30 pm
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Hey Mark, No problem! I go through similar things sometimes, with fluctuating Blood Sugar levels, insane in-laws (I mean INSANE!), very intense day job, promoting Noble Gas, my life with Thetaloops, 18 birds, my friends, and memories of the 50's and 60's coming back like a Deja Vu. This is beside the fact that our Democracy died last month officially, and War is Peace. Sometimes one wonders whether this is all our own making, external forces, or both.
Funny, we watched a DVD called "Occult History of the Third Reich" while you were reading similar things.
Take a break if you need to, man! I'll be sure to cover for you.
 
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willbee
Joined: 07 Jun 2004
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Location: usa |
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Mon Dec 06, 2004 11:49 pm
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Hang in there Mark. Once you bottom out it will go the other way.That Prednisone is nasty stuff My Daughter is a Crones patient and was on it for a while ,ugly mood swings were the norm .catch you later .jafo... |
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penumbra
Joined: 24 Apr 2001
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Location: North Carolina |
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Wed Dec 08, 2004 4:16 pm
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Hey there mark sky, glad to see you're feeling better. even tho I haven't been around for a long time, there are people here that cross my mind, people that have touched my heart, you are one of those people. Take care of you! |
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