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Lulu
ice behaving badly
right here
2553 posts, Dec 2000
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posted 06-17-2001 03:26 PM
   
Memory
Knowing what I now know
Would I have still done what I did
So long ago yet so clear in mind
The memory cuts like a fresh wound,
A festering reminder that to err
Is human.Try as I may I cannot outrun
The guilt, the pain, the loss ~
It seeks me out in the dark recesses,
It feels the way towards me
Like a honing radar, and in the
Black void finds this shell
Cowering, ashamed and empty. "Hello, I'm back. Did you miss me?"
It whispers in my ear.
Memory; thou art sorrows tears,
Hindsight; a callous vision that mocks
Ruthlessly, and in my grand delusion
Of wanting to save the world from despair
The saving of myself is lost.
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Delphi
Mystic Warrior
S. Bossier, Louisiana
1583 posts, Mar 2001
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posted 06-17-2001 04:51 PM
Lulu, Your "writings" are GREAT!! Here's one I wrote while "depressed".....++++++++++++++called, A Gentle Good-bye/The essence of Spring no longer fills me with the "ecstacy" of life. The Lake no longer reflects the soft images of Spring, only "blackness" lies there-in. Voices in the wind call to me and say it is time...time to become "one" with the universe! I will be "all things"! I will be the "earth, the air, the mountain stream". The willow tree will softly weep for me and whisper my name to the wind.+++++I hope Whats his name dosen't read this...he'll just say I'm a "farty" ole-bag-o-wind!++++++Poem of "joy"++++++Life (Spirit), is but an autumn tree, Or the "balmy" waves of a sparkling sea. Or the dark blue sky of a summers night....A new day dawning, so fresh and bright! The smile of a baby or the whisper of a prayer...The perfumed scent of the Spring night air....The kiss of a lover and a gentle caress...These things are all "joy" and happiness!++++kinda "corney", I know. Blessings, Joanne  P.S./Wrote the Joy poem before the chems were on the scene!
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Chem11
megasprayer news
The Homeland
1366 posts, Apr 2001
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posted 06-17-2001 05:32 PM
That was amazing, Lulu. Really.Chem
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David
Chemtrail Information Agent
1280 posts, Oct 2000
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posted 06-17-2001 06:33 PM
Truly beautiful Lulu.
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Lulu
ice behaving badly
right here
2553 posts, Dec 2000
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posted 06-17-2001 07:44 PM
Thank you David, Chem and Delphi
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KnewEyes
watcher
under those cloud-like things
665 posts, Apr 2001
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posted 06-18-2001 09:18 AM
Woo Lu,
I literally felt that poem right down in our kindred souls! Made me sad for ourselves. It truly is a work of art, those words you just wove to "life".
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Lulu
ice behaving badly
right here
2553 posts, Dec 2000
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posted 06-23-2001 10:40 AM
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