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Delphi
Mystic Warrior
S. Bossier, Louisiana
1583 posts, Mar 2001
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posted 10-03-2001 03:46 AM
   
I am in the hopes that this new thread will encourage anyone at this forum to tell of their own "unusual" or paranormal experiences while they read of some of my experiences that I will post from time to time. I will be mentioning past events, as well as on-going or new events. It has been mentioned by some that the "Chemtrails" may be about suppressing ESP type of abilities and spirituality as well. Suppressing any type of "metaphysical" abilities....that is why I feel this thread may be important...to see if anything is occurring. From my own experiences of late...these abilities seem to be on the INCREASE and not the decrease, in my own life. It may be stupid of me to admit this publically...yet, what if the chems are about "increasing" these types of abilities and are being done by some entity other than the NWO or govt. conspiracy theory some have in reference to the chems...it might help to be better able to discern this..in this way. Will see. Blessings, Joanne ^j^I guess what I'm wondering, is some entity from another demension or "world" trying to help us or change us or ruin us or what? I am still concerned as to why the chems seem to cause illness in so many? Does it mean our physical bodies are being altered in some way to accomodate our metaphysical changes, if such are occurring? J.
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Delphi
Mystic Warrior
S. Bossier, Louisiana
1583 posts, Mar 2001
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posted 10-03-2001 04:02 AM
I had some very bizarre experiences when I was a kid. I can't really remember them in any specific order, so, from time to time, when one pops into my head, I'll mention it here.++++I can remember when I was around 7 years old or so, I'd get thirsty and go to the refrige and pour myself a glass of milk or something...and leave the glass on the table...and if I was "still" thirsty, I would look at the glass and concentrate, and it would be filled again and I'd drink some more...and then, I'd do it again if I still wanted too. Dosen't sound like much...other than imagination....but, it wasn't! I mentioned here once before about my "doppelganger"..."seeing" myself running down the side-walk and going past me...dressed differently, but definitely another "me". and the most bizarre part was my pals farther down the road had also "seen" me pass by. They were amazed when they came up to me putting on my roller skates and asked my how I changed my clothes so fast as they had just seen me a minute ago. So, others saw my "double" as well...this all happened in about 60 seconds of time...the girl was wearing patten leather shoes, socks, and a "houndstooth" design spring coat and I was in shorts and a sweater top...hmmm. Just one of many dealys comin up folks. Blessings, Joanne ^j^ I'll mention the many ESP type events I've had as well as those of others soon also. The WTC dealy was about the worst so far....J.
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benign presence
Shreveport, LA
207 posts, Sep 2001
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posted 10-03-2001 02:08 PM
Joanne, I'm not much on sharing my stories with the world, but I have one particular experience I'd like to know if anyone else has had. In the early 80's when I lived in another part of town, I used to wake up in the middle of the night and it would be like daylight outside. I don't mean just your regular full moon brightness. It was like daylight. I haven't seen it happen in quite a while. Maybe we were closer to the moon? Or maybe it was just some trick of light reflecting off the concrete parking lot and street in front of the apartment complex? I don't know but it was really odd and I have always wondered if anyone else had the same experience.
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Delphi
Mystic Warrior
S. Bossier, Louisiana
1583 posts, Mar 2001
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posted 10-03-2001 08:32 PM
SCANNER, You betcha, I have had that exact experience!! In fact, it is posted somewhere in here maybe a few months back at a thread probably here in Freeform some where...I had the exact experience...I got up to put the pets out for a little run to do their business and it was daytime..morning already, I thought...laid down for a bit and then got up to let them in again and it was night. I have been having a lot of these time/space/dimension distortions this past year...and hubby has as well...so it's not just me.++++One night, we both woke up at the same time to go to the bathroom...we have 2, so I went to one, he went to the other...we both looked at the clock in the bedroom before we left for some reason and we both felt compelled to look at the clock upon returning...well, you can imagine our surprise when the time was EARLIER than when we left the bedroom, instead of later...We both spoke at once when noticing this and it really was "freaky" to say, almost in unison...."What the hell was that all about"? The time is wrong...we both noticed it toegther. It was one of the most "odd" moments I can remember having in a while. Blessings, Joanne ^j^
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Delphi
Mystic Warrior
S. Bossier, Louisiana
1583 posts, Mar 2001
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posted 10-03-2001 10:32 PM
I made a "Medicine Wheel" in my backyard a few years ago and I go out there at night and "speak" to Creator and pray and meditate and thank Mother Earth and Father Sky for all the wonders we receive everyday and talk to the tree spirits and stones and burn incense and such. I had many an unusual, spiritual, and wonderful experience while going there...One night, an owl flew within a very few feet of me and perched and watched me and we "spoke" back and forth..I, of course "speaking" as close as I could in "Owl" language. Then, a very strong, but refreshing wind blew up only around me and the medicine wheel circle area. It was so wonderful. Some other times, when I would be out there at night, I would hear Native American chanting, singing, drums and such, in the distance for a while. During the day, many times I would find an owl feather or an eagle feather right in the center of the circle, as if placed there purposely. I love my time spent in the circle of the Medicine Wheel...I feel very strong and safe and powerful there. Blessings, Joanne ^j^ 
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Delphi
Mystic Warrior
S. Bossier, Louisiana
1583 posts, Mar 2001
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posted 10-04-2001 01:11 AM
Autoscopy is a very strange experience if you've ever experienced it. I have...When I was maybe in late teens or so, I was sitting at the kitchen table fiddling with something...paper and pencil or something...and I heard a noise like some one was at the door...so, I got up to see and no one was there, but when I turned around, I was still sitting at the table and my hands were still moving even, yet I was "watching" my own self. Bizarre...one foot in one dimension. the other, in another dimension....sometimes, I wonder....about that. Blessings, Joanne ^j^
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Delphi
Mystic Warrior
S. Bossier, Louisiana
1583 posts, Mar 2001
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posted 10-04-2001 01:19 AM
Made the above post at 1:11 a.m......cool! J. ^j^
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defender
TELEVISION IS MIND CONTROL
Level 64
1115 posts, Oct 2000
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posted 10-04-2001 10:09 AM
"...the sign post up ahead... you've just entered...the Twilight Zone!" That is wild. I've had some experiences, not like those though. Mine are related to ghosts, contacts with my Father who crossed over in 1985. One with possible Close Encounter 3. Need to get to work, but hope to share them later.
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Delphi
Mystic Warrior
S. Bossier, Louisiana
1583 posts, Mar 2001
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posted 10-04-2001 09:05 PM
Had an odd dealy around 4:30 a.m. Was in bed trying to fall asleep but not tired yet, when I started to feel a "vibration" or like waves in the bedroom, starting from the large bedroom window, and growing in intensity til it all hit the right side of my body...and it felt like a feeling of Angel wings fluttering right next to my right ear...and suddenly it all stopped but it made me sit bolt-up-right in bed, it was very unusual. Hubby was already in deep sleep but he stirred some also as the event progressed. Don't know what that was...Blessings, Joanne ^j^
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Delphi
Mystic Warrior
S. Bossier, Louisiana
1583 posts, Mar 2001
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posted 10-05-2001 01:23 AM
I've told of this dealy before, but for any new folks, I decided to post it again.++++The incident....My pal Carol and I were returning home from a really fun day in the country. It was near Halloween time, and we had taken the kids to a farm where you could let the kids "pick" their own pumpkin, literally. It was a really neat place. It was decorated some also, and they were selling lots of goodies there...freshly baked apple and pumpkin pies, cider, fresh apples, pears, corn stalks for decorating...the atmosphere of the place was just great! As it started to get late, we starting heading for home. By the time we hit the deserted country road headed for my place, it was dark by then. The kids started watching a "star" and I was watching also as Carol was driving. The "star" started to seem to get bigger and bigger and seemed to be pacing us as well! The "star" was moving!! Carol slowed the car and the light hovered over the adjacent field. The car was stopped totally now and I "HAD" to get out and walk toward the light!! Carol and the kids were yelling at me to come back...but I was transfixed by the "colors" in the light. All of a sudden, it seemed, I was back in the car, the kids were asleep, and we rode the rest of the way in a strange silence. Once at home, I asked my friend to come in for some coffee and pie but when we looked at our watches, we realized the time was way off...much later then it should have been. She left and I had unusual "dreams" all night. The next day, there were UFO reports on the local news?? Blessings, Joanne ^j^
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defender
TELEVISION IS MIND CONTROL
Level 64
1115 posts, Oct 2000
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posted 10-05-2001 11:37 AM
In 1968, I was living in northern Indiana, a suburb of Gary. Behind our house was a 'model home' that had flood lights shining on it for people to see the house at night. The light from these floodlights came through my bedroom window in the back of our house. The light formed a silhouette(?) of my window against my bedroom wall. I had my bed positioned in the middle of the room. (A few years ago, I read that this can be an indication of ET visits....there is/was a questionaire on HUFON Houston UFO Network website that listed a series of questions as to whether or not you may have been abducted or visited. I answered positively to about 25 of 35 questions indicating that I probably had a close encounter).One night, I'm not sure if I was asleep or not, I looked up at this white rectangular section of light against my wall and saw a pattern of red lights, approx. 5 spots across and 6 spots down, like red polka-dots. Imagine holding a flashlight with a red lens a few inches from the wall, and you'd see a round, red spot/circle. But there were a pattern of these, evenly spaced. At first I thought it was the reflection of tail lights coming through the window, the same way the model home floodlights came through. But I realized that wasn't possible. Taillights don't project a beam of light 30-40 yards away to form a round light on a wall. That's how far away the street was from my window across both backyards to the street and there was no alley. The next thing I remember was a feeling or sensation of heat moving from my right leg up over my body to my head, and then taking a 'right turn' at the top of my head and passing back down the left side of my body passing over my left leg. It was as though someone was holding a hot iron a few inches above your body and passing it up first one half and then the other half of your body. It was warm, not painful. The next day I told my sister that there was a ghost in my room because I felt a warm prescence. She said that it's supposed to get cold when there's a ghost nearby, and i said, "Oh yeah." Anyway, I've never had a dream where I can feel a sensation like heat or cold, and this 'dream' was very vivid. I've always wondered if it was a close encounter, but also considered that it was just a very unusual dream. Not that spectacular, but something I'll always remember.
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Delphi
Mystic Warrior
S. Bossier, Louisiana
1583 posts, Mar 2001
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posted 10-05-2001 03:06 PM
Defender, That sensation and experience you had, I have had a few times as well...I can tell you what I think it is...when that sensation occurrs, you are being "scanned" by these "alien" entities. It is a classic example of when they do this type of thing...I am not really positive you are still in your bed when this occurrs or are "elsewhere" and that your room and bed are some how "imposed" on your consciousness to prevent any further fear or problems...but I have had this happen enough to deduce it is some type of "scanning" procedure...for whatever reason, that I don't know...but it seems to be harmless...but it is very peculiar and interesting when it occurrs, I'll grant you that!! Blessings and light and peace and prayers, Joanne ^j^ ^j^
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Delphi
Mystic Warrior
S. Bossier, Louisiana
1583 posts, Mar 2001
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posted 10-05-2001 11:01 PM
I just got back from the store with my chemtrail photos for August and September. One of the chem remnants photos for Sept. 11th, the day of the awful WTC tragedy, I have a picture of cloud/remnant formation that looks exactly like a huge Angel with wings spread and looking down on earth on this fateful day!! I tried to get it over to the image data base but came out too big. Will try emailing over to Chem.Cent. as it is a very unusual picture. Bless us all! Joanne ^j^ ^j^
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defender
TELEVISION IS MIND CONTROL
Level 64
1115 posts, Oct 2000
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posted 10-05-2001 11:30 PM
Sounds cool, looking forward to maybe seeing it. I still have about 4 rolls of film from several months ago that I've never developed.
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defender
TELEVISION IS MIND CONTROL
Level 64
1115 posts, Oct 2000
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posted 10-10-2001 12:30 AM
Saw your Angel, Delphi. It does look very unusual and angel-like!I've had positive experiences in contacts with my Dad who crossed over in 1985. All very reassuring and happy. I did have an experience or sighting around 1978 that seemed to be a ghost. I read years later about a certain kind of ghost that appear along roadsides, and thought maybe this was one of those. It reminded me of a photo I've seen of William Techumseh(?) Sherman, Union general. Except that I saw it in cental Iowa, doubt if he was ever that far west!? It was scary, but not terrifying. I was with my girlfriend, Dawn. We were going to my parents house in Davenport, IA. I was a student at University of Iowa in Iowa City. It was late, not quite midnight on a very cold December evening. I was driving along and suddently Dawn screamed. I looked over and saw a man standing on the shoulder of the highway (I-80) just for a few seconds before we passed him, out of headlights and view. It was like a specter, appeared to be all one color, like gray with varying degrees of darkness that seemed to be a man in what seemed like civil war era uniform/clothing. He seemed to have a grizzled face, like a few days growth of a beard, but with short hair on top. His expression seemed kind of malevolent, grimacing (like the photo I've seen of Sherman). But there was also a very mournful kind of feeling I felt when I saw him. The strange thing was that Dawn saw him too, and it really shook her up. And, the fact that he appeared to be looking right into my eyes. Imagine standing by the side of a highway and you see a car coming toward you at night with headlights on. Could you look into the eyes of the driver? He just seemed to be standing there looking at us, though maybe intended to cross the road. Maybe it was a real person, but it really appeared to be an apparition of some kind. It almost looked like a photograph in a way, black and white, just standing there, but with eyes seeming to be the only sign of life(?).
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Delphi
Mystic Warrior
S. Bossier, Louisiana
1583 posts, Mar 2001
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posted 10-10-2001 12:53 AM
Wow Defender, That was great!! Thanx for sharing that one...I hope more folks will tell of any amazing events they've had also...at this thread...after all...Halloween is getting near and it would be great fun to read some of the spooky stuff around then or share with house guests and such! Blessings, Joanne P.S. (Actually, what ya'll saw that nite, was me before my mornin coffee and make-up session!)...just kiddin. ^j^ ^j^
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amber
UK ENVOY
uk
445 posts, May 2001
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posted 10-10-2001 03:48 AM
Jo, this is relevant to the Sinus post, but i thought i would reply here.i have already told you about my UFO dreams that are very similar to yours...And I found out two days ago that my younger brother also has had that same repetitive dream over the years!! He related it to me after having had the dream again... in which he ran into our childhood home to escape the 'invasion'..only to find himself staring into the eyes of a grey! He said he woke up bolt upright in bed and had never experienced such fear or helplessness in a dream before!
I think i told you about another repetitive dream of mine - where i was in the kitchen with an aquarium tank of aligators and snakes...there is a man...very dark...with a black cloak and hat and he started to pull snakes/worms from my mouth...I always woke up gagging. 
From the age of nine I used to see hundreds of faces on my walls at night...not life size...but about 6cms...it was like a Munsch painting - the scream?- these faces would move and get closer and closer and closer and then would move back and back and back...this would be repeated again and again. At the same time i would hear a multitude of whispering voices...non-distinct...again getting closer and louder and then fading away. I would be so scared that i would need the toilet...i would get up 7 or eight times within an hour...This went on for weeks...My mother would hear me get up and would say - if you get out of bed one more time I will smack you...so i would have to creep across the landing like the SAS to go to the bathroom! - So in the end I found the only way to sleep and make the faces and voices go away would be to get up making sure she heard me...she would then come up, smack me hard...and I would cry myself to sleep 
As a teenager I would often wake up in the middle of the night with something or someone bent over my head...It happened so often that in the end I would just swear at whatever it was and fall asleep!? ....I think that's enough for now 
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Delphi
Mystic Warrior
S. Bossier, Louisiana
1583 posts, Mar 2001
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posted 10-10-2001 10:52 AM
gone.
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defender
TELEVISION IS MIND CONTROL
Level 64
1115 posts, Oct 2000
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posted 10-10-2001 05:53 PM
Sorry to hear about your relationship with your "mother", or as much as you mentioned, Amber. I had a similar situation with my big brother, trying to be quiet as a kid, to stay out of his way. He used to throw books at me from his bed if I made too much noise. I often ended up sleeping under my bed! It's taken years to get over my feelings about that. Child abuse is the worst kind of crime, some much more horrendous than others, but even minor incidents are painful and more often underreported, I think.It couldn't have helped as far as your nightmares go either? I can't give any better advice than Delphi.
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Delphi
Mystic Warrior
S. Bossier, Louisiana
1583 posts, Mar 2001
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posted 10-10-2001 07:16 PM
Amber, I wasn't sure whether to address the abuse part but since it has been mentioned, I will say I know what that is like. All through my childhood, many times at night, I'd be awakened by my parents out of a very sound sleep and beaten for no reason other then drunkeness on ones part, insanity on the others part. I used to get such tremendous, chest pains and irregular heart beats on these...being "shocked awake" episodes, I used to often think I was going to die...I guess when people die of fright, that is what it must be like. I hope you are happy, safe, and well now and that things are o.k. for you. I'm doin well enuf also.+++I just noticed where you said about that painting...am not sure of the artist...is that the one that made paintings where all the characters in them always resemble alien-like faces and heads?? If so, then those dreams may also pertain to the first analysis I made in my above response...could have been related to that type of scenario causing that peculiar set of circumstances. Blessings and love and prayers, Joanne ^j^ ^j^+++++++++++ P.S., I love my parents regardless, they were terribly abused as children as well. I feel sorry for them. I have learned to "forgive" as well...the hard part is forgetting. During the day, I am adept at the forgetting, but at night, dreams have a way of "emptying out" your subconscious. I don't really like to sleep much. Love, Jo ^j^
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amber
UK ENVOY
uk
445 posts, May 2001
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posted 10-11-2001 03:42 AM
Jo and Defender...thanks for your concern My Mom and Dad were born and bred in Ireland, during hard times. Discipline was universally hard....at school both of them were regularly beaten with sticks, rulers, shoes..etc by nuns and the 'Christian Brothers' (???!!!!) Ever see the film Angela's Ashes?...They learned their parenting skills based on these 'fine' examples of good christian people...I was their first 'guinea' pig...my younger brother was lucky enough to have the 'perhaps we don't have to beat them so much when they are naugty' parents...and my youngest brother got the ' do what you like' parents They did the only thing they knew how...so i had no grudges...well only a few little ones I broke the cycle though...I never have felt it necessary to hit my son...knowing the pain and humiliation and the stored up resentment it causes...I would never do it to someone I love so much.
But don't forget...to me it was normal...and it was only smacking...till I got older at least. They were still loving parents. And as it was normal...I don't feel the things i described above were due to that. I was very psychic as a child ( a defense mechanism? Because if you are fearful of being smacked you try to anticipate events...their emotions..moods..reactions...so that you can avoid the hit?) I had precognitions...I knew when family members were ill or dead...I knew what people were feeling and thinking...I heard voices...felt spirits...on one occasion I was on the stairs with my brother and I told him I could smell my grandmother in Ireland Thirty minutes later we got a phonecall saying she had been rushed to hospital!
I think, Jo, that I was too open...and when you are a child you don't know about psychic protection...I think I was open to everything and that was responsible for much of what happened to me. Like I said some nights i was grateful for that smack!
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Delphi
Mystic Warrior
S. Bossier, Louisiana
1583 posts, Mar 2001
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posted 10-11-2001 06:18 PM
My cloud Angel picture taken on that tragic day, Sept.11 is at, http://www.deepspace4.com/pages/chemtrails/bossier/bossier20011.htm or at IZAKOVICS DS4 if link dosen't work at http://www.deepspace4.compages/main/main2.htm Bless us all! Joanne ^j^
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Delphi
Mystic Warrior
S. Bossier, Louisiana
1583 posts, Mar 2001
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posted 10-24-2001 06:55 PM
Another "unusual" event recently...I was home alone in the daytime recently and had just finished making the beds and doing some other chores as well. Hubby was gone to the V. A. Hospital and no one could have been around and about our property, as I have the 2 best watch dogs ever, the property is fenced in and the yard is huge and well set back away from the road...anyway, I went back into the bedroom to get something, and there was a silk, pink rose placed exactly dead center on my pillow!! I have asthma, so can't have "real" flowers in the house, but do have some pretty silk flowers...it looked like one of the ones I have but how it got way across the room and on my pillow, I don't know...Hubby couldn't haved sneaked back and put it there..the dogs even "bitch" when he returns or if "anyone" gets in the yard and it wasn't there when he was home...so??? I like to imagine some handsome Fabio type ghost or spirit left it there as I was feeling sad that day...but with my luck, it probably was a troll! ^j^ ^j^ Joanne
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defender
TELEVISION IS MIND CONTROL
Level 64
1115 posts, Oct 2000
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posted 10-29-2001 10:24 AM
Delphi,Could it have been a deceased relative?
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defender
TELEVISION IS MIND CONTROL
Level 64
1115 posts, Oct 2000
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posted 10-29-2001 07:52 PM
I've had a number of incidents like that, all seem to be related to my father. Never anything like a vision, but actual events that have convinced me that he is still around, and that physical death is not the end. I like to believe it's really the beginning, when we cross the threshold into the spiritual world. I'm looking forward to it!
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