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afraidofsunlight
Senior Member

Balto.,Md. 100 posts, Jan 2001
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posted 01-12-2002 10:45 PM
Hello Friend's, I hope you all are well in spite of it all. Sorry for not posting much lately,I must remember that I'm not alone.For you all are the only people in my life who are aware.No one I know really care's.They just don't get it,in spite of my best effort's. I explain as best I can,I show them the ioninzed shit that has saturated the planet by using a million candle power spotlight.I show the rainwater sample's and it still does not click.A blacklight would bring...fear. WHY? Out of all the people in this country,only a handful of us have been blessed by becoming aware. why? I ask myself this everyday. Faith must see us thru. TPTB launched a huge attack this week.I mean HUGE.Talk about a blitz.It was awesome! Look's like somebody is either desperate or has a timetable to stick to. I think it's the latter. One new thing I have seen.... web-strand's Last month,just before the winter solstice,I was out around 1530.The sun was out for a change and low.A field of grass in front of me and tree's to the side's.The condition's were right. The web-strand's cover everything,I mean everything!The grass was covered and the strand's were all over the tree's,billowing. I suspect it all over everything,everyday. The chemdust is everywhere as well.When the sun is out and you can use a structure such as a building to block the edge of the super white sun,as well as a backdrop....... Great cloud's of it drifting,and a never ending fog,that's the only way I can describe it.Total and complete saturation. You can see the srand's as well using this method,but don't forget the sunglasses. Trust in God my friend's,cause we are in a world of shit. I only wish I had someone close to me who know's,cause it has not been easy for me to handle all of this alone. But God has seen fit to let only a hanfull of us become aware,so I don't feel so alone when I think of that. I'll keep trying to wake em up. As I said before,I care for all of you and I hope we all meet someday. In this world or the next. aos

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padawan-learner
Senior Member
Canada 105 posts, Jun 2001
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posted 01-13-2002 10:42 AM
Hold on tight...I feel exactly as you do. The thing I find the most shocking is that many people I've talked to about this, really don't seem to care.I've noticed that in just under two years, my local environment has been totally altered. The world as I knew it has already ended. Take care. 
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Jeanie
Senior Member
North East U.S.A. 525 posts, Nov 2001
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posted 01-14-2002 04:30 PM
For afraid of sunlight: You are definitely not alone in your concern. I don't know anyone, family or friends, who feel a dread, like I do, when looking at all this sky slop. I havn't yet seen the web strands here in New England and now that I've said that, I suppose it will be coming up any time now. Most people are still unaware, hard to understand, so I mention it to every new person I converse with. My friends and family don't seem to be bothered by it. The CT forum is a good place to let out some of our frustration. Keep a stiff upper lip, IT WILL END SOME DAY. 
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defender
TELEVISION IS MIND CONTROL

Level 64 1115 posts, Oct 2000
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posted 01-14-2002 04:46 PM
Some people will never listen and some really don't care. It's just something we have to accept and move on, I think?
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roman
New Member
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posted 01-15-2002 08:14 PM
Hi afraidofsunlight I know how alone you must feel.I have a friend who also is chemtrail aware. We at least have each other to talk to about chemtrails. For the most part most people think that Everything is normal. I haven't decided if they just are not aware of their surrondings or are programed by what ever method that TPTB are useing. Or maybe some of us are not programable or harder to program .As humans we are all similar but not the same as our DNA proves .keep looking up roman...
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Delphi
Mystic Warrior

S. Bossier, Louisiana 1583 posts, Mar 2001
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posted 01-19-2002 12:00 AM
Afraids, I know how you feel as well, believe me, I really do. I have no one in my area that cares one bit in reference to the chemtrail situation, or about the War, and they have even not been all that sad and concerned very soon after WTC/911. I don't know...is it apathy, some kind of "dumbing down" from various sources and chemicals and medications or what....Hang in there though, pussy-cat...as many of us that are aware go through those same feelings as you do at times also. The frustration, anger, saddness, worry, all of it...but you know what....for the very first time ever through all this, I am getting feelings of hope and peace and I truly believe there is about to be a major "turn-around" about the chems, corruption, war, all of it. So, keep the faith. Things can and will change! Too many of us "aware" good folks putting massive good "vibes" out there to get this thing solved and resolved. Bless you. Joanne
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defender
TELEVISION IS MIND CONTROL

Level 64 1115 posts, Oct 2000
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posted 01-19-2002 11:29 AM
Hey Delphi.......perfect avatar, it's definitely you! (You probably even have the sword!?)  Hoople kind of pointed out indirectly to me that a negative attitude won't solve our problems. It's like what you and others have been telling me all along.
_____________________________________________ "Hey, 98.6, it's good to have you back again!" - Keith (1966)
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KnewEyes
watcher

under those cloud-like things 665 posts, Apr 2001
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posted 01-19-2002 12:59 PM
Yes Afraidofsunlight,,,It is so very disheartening to exist among those who refuse to acknowledge whats happening before their very eyes. I am grateful to have friends I can talk to about this, and they believe. I did lose my beau of 2 years because of becoming aware of "all this", and it felt good to send him a copy of the bill HR2977 sent to Congress with an "I told ya so" as the topic heading. hehehe He knew all along I wasn't imagining things, but just wanted me to be the happy-go lucky person I was before I became "aware", and who could blame him? I am a totally changed person now. My world will never be the same and it's a sad thing when the trust you had in your world,, in your life , is ripped out from underneath the very foundation of your reality. It's an adjustment thats for sure, it's hard not to feel negative,when you find life is full of lies. Thats what we've got to fight the negativeness of the truths we find,, we are magnifying the negativeness with our very fear of these new "findings" and we have to trust in only our very selves now.... now that the false foundation has been revealed. I have always thought that "fear" is what's magnifying all thats going on around us. Fear hurts. Fear is an emotion,,, like love, that is an energy you can emanate out into the world we live in, and feed the "fear machine" which is a very real entity, take it from me. Remove the fear, and the fear feeding entity dies...take it from me. It just goes away, for there is nothing to feed on. Here is an excerpt from something I read ths morning which ties into what I just said, and also the sound thread of Lulu's:PS.Love that warrior avatar Delphi , it's you! http://www.water-consciousness.com/aktau.htm The Whales that inhabit the Oceans of Earth are HIGHLY EVOLVED BEINGS who have offered their Service to the advancement of Humanity's Spiritual Evolution. Their presence on Earth spans many cycles of existence or in your words, 'a very, very long time'. The main role or Mission of the Whales on Earth is TO ACTIVATE CODES IN THE LIGHT BODY OF THE COLLECTIVE CONSCIOUSNESS OF HUMANITY ON EARTH! This is done through SOUND VIBRATIONS and TONES. Understand that the Mission of the Whales is more complex than what we just referred to. Another role they play is in BALANCING and ADJUSTING THE VIBRATORY STRUCTURE OF EARTH through the SOUNDS they emit. This continual balancing and adjustments are necessary to counter-balance the effects of Humanity's Collective negativity or Collective disharmonious frequencies of vibration. As you have learned recently, Sound is a powerful healer of disharmony. The sound frequencies emitted by the Whales (and Dolphins and other Water Beings) also activate memory codes and chakras of individual human beings. Thus, your work -the Activation of Codes of Humans, the Healing of their bodies, and the Healing of Planetary Waters- has been and is continually assisted by the Whales. Although your ears may not register the sound you are receiving, your bodies are! Understand too that our work is constant it does not stop. Different groups of Whales sound at times when others rest and so on. Thus your planet is continually "bombarded" by high and low frequencies of sound. For that matter, your whole solar system- galaxy-universe, are constantly being rocked by sound vibrations. Continual, never ending sound! We commune this information to you so that you inform your brothers and sisters that they need NOT FEAR the HAARP emitter or any other human device (e.g. LFS). Their effects are short-lived and can never be as powerful as the Sound of the Spheres, the Universal sound that pervades All That Is. We say this in the hope that humans understand that while these sound equipments do not actually have much of a destructive effect per se, it is the HUMAN FEAR associated with the use of that equipment (or any other reason) which is actually harmful to Earth, humans and all other inhabitants. So we humbly ask your assistance to relay this information, for it is VITAL that humans learn to TRUST in the perfection of All That Is, rather than give their power to FEAR. L: Excuse me, Beloved, may I ask something? A: Of Course, Beloved. L: Please tell me about the impact of the slaughter of Whales for Earth and its inhabitants. A: Again, the only ill effects will be associated with human FEAR. Understand that humanity will not destroy all the Whales. But even if this did occur, the song of the Whales throughout your solar system, galaxy and universe would still go on. As we said before, this sound is part of the fabric of life - it is constant. It is of utmost importance that you remember that even if the Whales are not present on Earth at the physical level, they will continue to exist at the Etheric level. Their Light Bodies are part of the Web of Life, of the Energy Matrix of Consciousness thus, undestroyable! On the other hand, there are many humans who have a deep Love for Whales in their physical form. This is enough to ensure their presence. Remember that there are many parallel universes within the Energy Matrix of Consciousness, Beloved. Thus, if Whales ceased to have a physical presence in your physical realm, they still will be present in a parallel Earth, at a higher dimensional level. Therefore, there is NO REASON TO FEAR! FEAR WILL ONLY ASSIST TO CREATE THE REALITY OF THAT WHICH IS FEARED! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I also wanted to add, that I also feel,like Delphi does, that no matter what happens,, something wonderful is just around the corner. 
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FLKook
Chemspiracy Realist

East Central Florida 706 posts, Apr 2001
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posted 01-19-2002 01:35 PM
Hi everybody,Isolation has been the toughest part of this whole CT mess for me. That feeling of being alone in a crowd. At least my husband believes we are being sprayed but it is not a subject he wants to discuss. He thinks if there is nothing he can do about it directly, what is the point? I think waking others up is doing something about it. CTs have changed my life. At first it consumed me, ran around taking pictures, talking to everyone I could, emailing my congressman, etc..(Basically letting my business go to hell in a handbasket) Got over the initial shock of CTs in about four months. (hope this encourages new people, it takes sometime) Now I pace myself. Thanks to a break the spray boys gave us in November. That break really helped me re-group my attitude. Today is a blue sky day, I try to absorb it for strength in reserves for the really bad days. Those 40 - 80 days in a row sprayings like we had last spring are unbearable. It has strained relationships but I haven't lost anyone over it yet. There is a point where I realize that it's not productive to bring up the subject anymore. I've always had a sunny-side kind of attitude and do so even now. This is natural for me but on spray days I have to make an extra effort to be positive and it is much harder to do so. It's harder to hurdle the anger and sometimes despair and bring myself to that positive place. Righteous indignation and anger I've dealt with in the past. Despair was new to me last year, introduced to my by the Chemtrails. That feeling intensified as I learned more about TPTS, Masons,NWO and the other so called "fringe" subjects during my chemtrail studies. There is just too much biblical ring of truth to it for me to ignore. A strong faith in God, helped me get over that one too. I feel prepared for whatever may come. Del, love the avatar...funny how we all seemed to find one that fits. Defender, yours puts a face on you for me, makes me smile. 
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Delphi
Mystic Warrior

S. Bossier, Louisiana 1583 posts, Mar 2001
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posted 01-19-2002 09:24 PM
Kneweyes, I know what you mean about the fear factor. I worked through that one along time ago, maybe because of all what I learned/saw while investigating/researching the ufo scenarios. I got past that one pretty quick but...+++++FlKook, as you mentioned, the isolation and despair and such are hard to handle and deal with. In that area, I'm not "handling" at all. Personal disappointments and hurts can really throw one for a "loop", no doubt about it. Hubby is the type that is very cold and with-holding and un-affectionate and we barely talk on any givin day about anything, so that makes things harder. And, I have already demonstrated many times that I am not good at the "people thing" so I do little stuff here and there, best as I can to help about the chemtrail situation but too often, let my ego and emotions get in the way. So, This Mystic-Warrior" is also a "lone-wolf" by choice. I hope I have helped some occassionally. (I do enjoy the avatar... and Defenders is cute and funny...I can just "picture him" being like that and posing). Blessings to all, Joanne 
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Delphi
Mystic Warrior

S. Bossier, Louisiana 1583 posts, Mar 2001
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posted 01-19-2002 10:07 PM
Afraidofsunlight, Upon re-reading your posting above...I got a "funny feeling". You sound as discouraged as some of us, but are you o.k. otherwise? I am worried that you may be too depressed...I hope that is not the case. If you think it is, don't hesitate to "reach out" for help to someone, anyone, even a friend or someone nice from here even. Perhaps I am over-stepping here, but I'd rather err on the side of caution. (And besides, as I explained above, my "people skills" suck, so if I've done wrong, just disregard) ! I have had a problem with severe depression all my life and thought I saw some "signs" is all. I have battled too hard for too long but there is all kinds of help and advice that is of value for someone that wants to succeed. For me, I'm just too tired. Blessings and listen to what the other folks here have said and things will be o.k. for you. J.  
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Ellyn
Senior Member
1203 posts, Jul 2000
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posted 01-19-2002 11:05 PM
A COALESCING OF GATHERED INDIVIDUALS (Part of the article: A Time For Resolution) by The Corporate One through Larry Toth Sedona Journal of Emergence (January 2002 issue)15 October 2001 Hampton, Virginia A deep sense of frustration and nonfulfillment might envelop those of you not moved to action. Many might find others within your personal realm of influence who approach you. These people aproaching you with some stated objective know that they are entering your sphere so that you can engage in common action. Within the larger context of Earth's human population, a coalescing of individuals and movement toward a further coalescing of gathered individuals into smaller groups might occur, and on and on. Increasing rapidly, the movement toward opposing positions in terms of the total human population on Earth can be observed as several splits or divisions. There will be four major groupings, each consisting of like-minded individuals who share similar beliefs and feelings regarding their own purpose and movement during this time and in the near future--meaning the next ten to twelve years. The first grouping will be defined by those who have expressed their choice to embrace not only the planet's present societal status quo, but also as Earth has remained and been repetitively expressed for thousands of years. This group neither embraces change nor a movement in any direction that threatens, weakens or otherwise seeks to modify their cherished systems of thought and belief in any way. Refer to this grouping as the clingers-on. The second major group will consist not only of individuals, but also of other groupings. They have expressed their choice to terminate their participation in the presently existing and repetitive patterns of hate, warfare and judgmental activities. This group, while open to the possiblity of innovative methods and ways of viewing historical precedence and patterns, neither embraces a single view in terms of what should or should not occur. It remains flexible and is motivated and driven to embrace the greater view, reflecting inclusiveness and diversity with and among Earth's population. Within this group is maintained the greatest likelihood of forward movement for Earth's population due to its willingness to experience and consider many divergent viewpoints. This movement embraces a view that allows for the termination of longrunning and destructive human patterns and agression and destruction. The third grouping of individuals will reflect the choice of those who have expressed a desire to remain in a neutral or nonactive state. This group will neither embrace nor deny any position or choice expressed by others. It will hold the neutral energy that will act as a balancing agent as the other energies vie for dominance. Human expression may move in the direction of the greatest number as expressed. The fourth grouping of individuals remains for all intents and purposes relatively ignorant regarding events, choices and potentialities, even as they swirl around them. The group will express no choice nor actively engage any of the other potential energies. The distinction between this one and the prior is that the third group has expressed a choice to remain neutral. Although the fourth grouping will represent the smallest number as reflected within its makeup, it will remain an important piece of the whole. For those of you who ask, "What can I do?"--first begin by opening to the possibility that others who enter your personal sphere of influence might be there with the thought of engaging in action with you. While a friend might approach you to share a compliment or friendly greeting, you could be surprised to find that this friend or casual acquaintance has come to you to act on a shared purpose. Be open to this view in your very near times. That is all.
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KnewEyes
watcher

under those cloud-like things 665 posts, Apr 2001
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posted 01-20-2002 03:39 PM
Just a quick note to the other "concerned observers" not of this board. When I stated that my 2 year relationship ended because I believed in chemtrails, and he fought me on that,... I didn't write the story in "book form". I see I might have given the wrong impression, with my short mini statement on that subject. What I didn't tell you all, is that we were Mutt and Jeff from the beginning. He was born with a suit and tie on and sent to european private schools all his life. He loved the pretentious life and I was one to laugh in the face of pretentiousness. We were from 2 different worlds, and he wanted to try an "Elisa DooLittle" number on me, until he realized, I was quite happy with whom I already was. I was no stranger to the lifestyle he craved and pursued. I was a lucky kid and didnt know it during my life growing up in country clubs. I didn't like the pretentiousness then, and turned my back on it, long ago, by choice. He was just one more man trying to squelch who I am, trying to tell me I wasn't "good enough". I had just divorced that scene, and wasn't going to fall for it again. My belief in chemtrails didn't break us up. I would choose true love ANYday over Any kind of bologna in the world... if it was real TRUE love. Our differences went way deeper than our political beliefs, and we gave it a good try, but mutually decided to stop dating. We still remain best of friends, and my sending him that email, wasn't with the Nah-na- nah-nah-nah tone to it,,, it was sent as a good natured, just plain "I told ya so", just like the "I told ya so", when I told him to get out of the stock market in the beginning of last year, but he stubbornly wouldn't accept me for who I am,,,, (very intuitive) and now wishes he had listened. So,, please don't feel any pity for me because I am captured by a "cult" whom I would turn my back on personal relationships for. That's not the way it is. You really know nothing about me or my life. Theres alot more, but,,, I dont need to say anymore about my personal life to make my point. We both have wonderful "best friends" now, in each other,, and it probably should have been that way from the beginning. He accepts me for who I am now, and even goes out of his way to bring up subjects around his friends ("heaven forbid!) that he used to hope and pray I would never start talking about in front of those 'friends' of his LOL.!! Everything really has worked out for the best. 
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mark sky
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posted 01-20-2002 06:59 PM
well i must say that my awareness of chemtrails has resulted in new friendships i never would have made as well as old friendships that are now either less respectfull or more respectfull due to chemtrails my upbringing in the cuban missle crisis preceeds the chemtrails so they are just the current "horror" of power "starved" meglomaniacs gone bad
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Scanner
benign presence

Shreveport, LA 207 posts, Sep 2001
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posted 01-21-2002 01:17 PM
Looks like a lot of us are feeling some of the same things. Not really defeated or helpless...more like tired and exasperated. There is just so much stuff going on that it amazes me how most of the world just goes on about their business and chooses to ignore things that are going on right under their noses. I don't really know what to do, but I don't plan to close my eyes and pretend nothing is happening. And I don't plan to shut up about it either. Delphi, I'm glad to see you back. I've been kind of low key for a while so I could have missed some of your postings. I really like your avatar. Very "you". I e-mailed you a little while ago, but didn't hear back from you. I was beginning to get worried about you, but I should have known you can't keep a good gal down. Don't every think there is nobody in your area that shares your concern about what's going on in our skies (not to mention elsewhere). I'm still here and a couple of people in my office are beginning to come around as well. Hang in there, guys and gals. People are beginning to catch on. Now is not the time to give up! Take care, all. Scanner 
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steelbutterfly
New Member

Overhead the albatross hangs motionless upon the air 16 posts, Jan 2002
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posted 01-21-2002 03:11 PM
afraidofsunlight,You're not alone. Thank goodness! That's also something I must continually remind myself. My life has changed drastically since I started down this path. I now live alone and work on the spiritual side of things, in addition to learning more about the way "the game" is being played with the Earth; chemtrails and such. One thing we must all remember is that if you're on the "rocky road" or feeling lonely, you're going down the right path. The people that don't wanna know or won't look up, etc., are the ones on the smooth road and no rewards will come from that. They're looking for the easy way out. ------------------ I can bend minds with my spoon. 
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Delphi
Mystic Warrior

S. Bossier, Louisiana 1583 posts, Mar 2001
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posted 01-21-2002 04:12 PM
Hi Steelbutterfly, You know, I liked what you had to say at your first post there...and by the way, welcome! You have good insights. I never really thought about it that way....the folks that are all just happy as "larks" and don't seem to have a care in the world, probably are also not worrying about what is going on in our skies or much else, for that matter. Us folks that are feeling un-easy, and edgey, and not so comfortable are also probably the same ones that are "aware" of the chemtrails, bad world situations, and other dismal scenarios that are taking place nowadays. You put a different slant on it all and it makes sense. Thanx Steel....I like your "handle" and avatar. I'm a "head bangin" youngish granny...you wouldn't happen to be into rock n roll of heavy metal, would ya? Just wondering... Joanne
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steelbutterfly
New Member

Overhead the albatross hangs motionless upon the air 16 posts, Jan 2002
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posted 01-24-2002 01:44 PM
Hi Joanne!Thanks for the welcome. Yeah, those folks might have a feeling that things are bad, heating up, etc., but they're not acting on them like we are. The fact that we are looking inwards and figuring stuff out for ourselves is a very good thing indeed. Heh! I love rock & roll but chose the nick for different reasons. Kind of like a butterfly with TEETH! LOL!  Glad to be here. Hope to most more often. Kathy (aka steelbutterfly) ------------------ I can bend minds with my spoon. 
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afraidofsunlight
Senior Member

Balto.,Md. 100 posts, Jan 2001
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posted 01-27-2002 08:53 AM
Hello Friend's, Thank's for the reply's. Yes I get the blue's sometime's because of all of this. But I also feel blessed to be aware. Don't worry Delphi,this white boy from E.Balto. ain't going nowhere, at least not until the show start's. aos

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