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Topic: Am I alone ? | Topic page views:
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amber
UK ENVOY

uk 445 posts, May 2001
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posted 09-20-2001 05:18 AM
I have been very busy over the last month or so, and have missed posting to this board. I was, amongst other things, preparing for a lecture I was giving on conspircy theory: I compared the events of the jfk assassination with those of the oklahoma bombing. I gave my audience a list of 'red flags' that would alert them to a version of events that contradicted the official version of any major event. Sadly after the 11th many of these red flags are 'raising' themselves. I don't know which is worse - to think that terrorists did this, or our own governments? Either way many loved ones are gone. The night before Concorde crashed i had a dream that I recounted to my partner. In the dream we were going to New York...I hate flying so was reluctant to go...I sat on the plane and looked out the window...suddenly I was watching a TV news broadcast, in a studio, where everything started to go wrong in a chain reaction...one man bumbed into a ladder...that fell and brought down a light...that crashed through a window ...that landed on a car...that crahed into a shop...etc...I couldn't believe what I was watching..it seemed almost comical. The next thing I knew i was in New York (I have never been). I asked my husband how we got here...the plane journey had been too short...I had expected it to be longer...much longer...I was very puzzled...Then i was jumping up and down saying i can't believe I am in New York...I was sooo happy...then I suddenly stopped...again I turned to my husband, puzzled,...Why doesn't it look like New York?, I asked him. Why didn't I recognise anything? Why are there palm trees and sea? It looks more like malaysia or hawaii,I said...I was really puzzled.The next day Concorde crashed....my dream seemed to fit...I can't remember now but there was a New York connection somehow...the short journey would be explained by the speed of Concorde...and the chain of events sounded similar to the pipe on the runway...bursting the tyre...ripping the fuselage...etc. But now looking back...it also fits the events of the 11th...(palm trees - pearl harbour?) Or are the two linked? Could it possibly be that the Concorde crash (THE avionic symbol of wealth) was in fact a terrorist attack...aimed at Paris? Was this possibly hidden from us to prevent panic? Is this really why all concordes were grounded as were all planes in the Usa on the 11th? Am i going mad? From the Thursday before the attack I was feeling sick...each day the feeling grew worse...I still feel sick. The images on the TV...the media coverage of every aspect...SATURATION...I feel numb....but I also believe and FEEL that something huge changed that day...The media have said this from the minute it happened....but I am talking about something else...collectively we are in a different dimension (?) Evil - I don't even mean the terrorists or whoever did this - I mean something more evil and intangible - Some entity/consciousness - the anti-christ (not a person - but an energy)? Something feeding off the emotions of us all; manipulating how we react and where we go next; something dark revelling in our feelings of revenge and hate. No wonder I feel sick. None of this feels real...The attack expertly played out on the world stage...billions round the world watching over and over as the horrific images were replayed again and again...burning themselves into our psyche...like hypnosis...like brainwashing techniques. This is our test...fail and our children are headed for what? Bush keeps telling us...Blair keeps repeating it like a mantra '10 years of war...10 years of war'...emergency legisaltion...recession...our media is preparing us for a chemical attack!!!!! These no longer sound like warnings about possibilities....these are more like we know it WILL happen...like they have already planned it. Throughout all my lectures on conspiracy and NWO...I have told my audience repeatedly...when something really big happens on a world wide scale....don't believe anything you are told by media or governments...trust what you are feeling...I am feeling sick....evil is near and trying to touch and consume us....don't give it what it wants...I am not Christian or Muslim or black or white or British or Polish or female or male or poor or rich....I am YOU...you are ME...we are light and love...no differences...When will we wake up? 
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Delphi
Mystic Warrior

S. Bossier, Louisiana 1583 posts, Mar 2001
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posted 09-21-2001 02:32 AM
Amber, You are not alone...Many of us have been having feelings and intuitions about things and what may be in the future that will soon be our present, then, our past. Everything does seem surrealistic and chaotic now, but as you have stated, we must not give the beast what it wants....and "the beast" wants negativity and fear and dread. We somehow, have rise above the shambles and bring about change collectively, we absolutely must! We cannot "miss a beat" in this or we loose forever, for ourselves and future generations. We have to unite and pray and love as we have never done before...and we have to be strong and persistent too, in our endeavors to "wake people up" and over-come the evil that pervades all around us...and that may have to start by questioning everything we are told from now on and questioning our leaders and even letting it be none in every way what our feelings as a people are...Bless us all. Joanne ^j^
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amber
UK ENVOY

uk 445 posts, May 2001
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posted 09-21-2001 03:31 AM
Thanks Jo, for replying...It's clear I am not alone in what I am feeling...thanks for being there  Our media is now telling us, here in the uk, that we are next for an attack What worries me is that if governments and people in general start wavering in support for reprisals...another attack will happen to reinforce the point...if indeed TPTB are part of this... I had a horrible dream last night...I was barracaded in a bedroom with children...men with machine guns burst through the windows and fired all around us for a full five minutes...till we almost wished they would hit us and put us out of our misery...  Sorry Jo, I seem to be just rambling on ... 
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Chem11
megasprayer news

The Homeland 1366 posts, Apr 2001
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posted 09-21-2001 03:40 AM
Hmm...I seem to remember posting something over at Mega on the UK warning of an attack shortly before 9/11...yep, here it is... http://news.independent.co.uk/uk/science/story.jsp?story=91999 
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amber
UK ENVOY

uk 445 posts, May 2001
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posted 09-21-2001 04:36 AM
Thanks for that Chem..I think...! Makes you feel quite useless....I can avoid planes, London...etc...i can look out for suspicious people and packages....can't prepare for bio war...can't access vaccines...What do I do for my family? Leave the UK? ....just hearing - Explosion in France - near a petro-chemical plant AND shootings at an airport in Amsterdam!!! (
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